Soul Saving

I'm holding myself
Inside of my heart
Begging myself
To not break apart
I'm wrapping my arms
As tight as I can
Praying to god
Let me stay in this land
I am now waiting
My heart breaks apart
And silence is sealing
My love and my heart
But if it should win
Then my heart will be gone
I'm breaking right open
My breaking's not gone
I'm praying to god
Let me keep it together
Because I know
There's always bad weather
So please god I beg you
Please save my soul
I can't do it if
I'm left on my own