Ungrounded Sense

I'm really ticked off. I'm grounded, and guess what? I actually didn't do anything wrong. All of you are saying, yeah, sure whatever we've heard it all before. But I'm not lying. Not a single thing comes to mind as to why I could be grounded. I suppose it could be something she found on my computer, some old file one of my friends put on when I didn't really care what they were doing, or even a link a friend sent me that I just saved to my history with out thinking...only...nothing of that sort was really bad. Well...there was a few articals on sex that I didn't even know was on my favorites till my mom showed it to me. I guess it was one of my friend's idea of a joke. Some joke, I'm grounded and she doesn't believe me when I say I've never really seen the artical before. *shrug* Oh well, it's mom, I mean, she can't even stand the fact I'm bi and she SAYS she's not homophobic. Hello~prejudice is prejudice not matter what, if you don't like gay people then you are homophobic. Not that I really care because I have a few homophobic friends, but at least they don't try to make me straight. They actually get over the fact I'm not pretty fast. Another thing, even if the sex articals are why I'm being grounded I still don't get it. I mean, I watch movies every day and people are murdering each other, taking drugs, drinking, beating people up, ect. So why can I see all that stuff everyday and yet I can't be bisexual or learn about sex? I wonder if she has even LISTENED to her side of the arguement. It doesn't make sense, besides she watches romance movies with me and my sister nine times out of ten, and their more graphic than anything I've ever read. For goodness sakes she even sat there as I was reading 'The Warlord' and told me it was a good book and yet as I read the book there were two chapters I'm surprised she didn't tell me to skip! So basically her arguements have no standing and really she just wanted to ground me because other wise it makes no sense.

R.I.P.

My cousin is dead. Richard Scott King, died 1-10-09 car accident. do you want to know what happened? I bet you don't, but I'm going to tell you anyway. He was on his way to get his wallet, he'd left it at the gas station that night. He was about a mile away when he saw a dog, and because he didn't want to hit the dog, hit a tree and was ejected out the back windsheild of his car. THAT DIDN'T KILL HIM. He was in the middle of the road and a woman ran him down on her way to the party. She ACTUALLY bragged and told her friends at the party what she had done, her friends called the police on her and she was arested at 2:17 am 1-11-09 she made bail at around 1:30 pm that evening. Pray for my family if you're religous, and pray for him. I know I do, I know it's not my fault, or my families, but I can't help that it doesn't seem real. Because he hadn't yet gotten his wallet his mom and dad had to identify the body and AJ, a volunteer firefighter, was called to the scene. Thank god one of our cousins found out before he got there or he would've seen the body.

Out of the Closet

a small dark room
that keeps me safe
from the rest of the human race
at the same time
it holds me back
and keeps me far off track
so i open the door
and i step on out
to meet my friends again
and they all stare
and some accept
but others walk away
i'm out of the closet
it's my decision to stay.

Enough

enough, i'm through
i'll break myself
i rather do that
than get hurt
if you cared enough to cry
then do me a favor
i want you to die
disappear
don't come to church
i'm sick of keeping my promise
don't tempt me to break it

Nightmare

A nightmare girl
Wakes in the dark
She waits for all to see
What the light will reveal
What it shows all but me
She waits deep inside herself
And conceals her fears
For she waits for one who knows
All that seems unclear

FYI CPR

alright all you slackers out there heres an FYI on CPR.
in CPR your first step after you see some lying on the ground is to check the scene for safety.
then if its safe you check the person, DO NOT ,MOVE THEM! i can not say that enough.
then lean down and count to ten with your head over their mouth to see if they're breathing. if not then tilt their head back.
now kids, you may have a grudge with this person but please don't snap their neck off. in stead lean down and give them two one second breaths.--close their nose to breath then release so the air can come out and repeat.
then we're going to do CPR. you do thirty compression one inch down and breath again. the count is like this. 1and 2and 3and--till you get to thirteen then you say thirt-teen.
you quit whenb the person starts breathing or an ambulance arrives. also remember to call 911 before you start CPR.

THIS IS NOT A CERTIFIED TRAINING COURSE YOU SHOULD STILL SEEK REAL CPR TRAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye guys! ^_^!